There isn’t much to be posted this time since these weeks has been hectic again, a passing ‘normal’ day going up and down hundreds of stairs again, going mobile from one place to another; still full of clients dispute & complaints, inventory report, trial balance, discrepancy, sum of ledger difference, closing balance etc. Another usual routine and another overtime day til night at work (my high voltage demon is still around under certain situation, beware.. mwahahah :p) except my cheeks got numb because of non-stop giggling when my birthday came up two weeks ago. 😀 I barely remembered the date if my colleague didn’t remind me in the morning.
I was having a low fever and my head got weary again at that time. I received some messages (plus the awaited reasonable short ones), old friends call, hilarious opera call from three sweet idiots at office (succeeded to annoy me at the damn right moment thankyouverymuch hahaha), one comforting orange sky photograph near the bay and … the last…a rushing knocking sound while i almost got asleep in my room that day. I think it was nearly midnight when i opened the door sleepily, got stupefied for the discordant singing from those sweeties, a steamed bun with a lighted candle and a rubber flower, no no.. wait.. it’s not just a rubber .. it was an anti-stress rubber flower (they said) plus a steam bun, just exactly what i need instead of a sweet cake. 😀
We were all doing over time in this period so we rarely meet each other on weekdays so this kind of scene amused me very much since the last time i had any proper celebration was around 11 years ago ( i never fancy celebration that much, just getting the usual laughter as the years went by plus some meet-ups has been more than enough 😀 –> just a usual workaholic agenda i suppose? ).
My cheeks got numb after laughing.. hearing them creating night-ruckus just like the previous years though 😀 doing the same chilling out ritual, with a can of beer sometimes.
And when we talked about many things over the years including crazy ideas, each other stories, compile all favorite quotes from favorite bloggers, favorite writers, songs, books, actress, actors, dream jobs and all..
It comes to remind each other again year after years growing up.
We learn that even the loved ones that weren’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll fight with your best friends or maybe even fall in love with them or in any chances of many happenstances on meeting a stranger becoming well-known-someone to you, and ‘sometimes’ you’ll cry because time is flying by without you realizing it (maybe). You may have your heart broken as you’ll break other’s hearts too. So.. take lots of pictures, laugh a lot, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no rewind. You just have to live life to the fullest, make one plan and other plans, tell someone what they mean to you, speak out, comfort a friend in need, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, have a good rest and smile until your face hurts.
So.. take chances upon your path you have to embrace. Live your moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.
Even though we live in a society where we are often being judged by what kind of crowds we belong to, just live every second like you mean it to be a happier you.
Oh.. and happy Valentine’s day too. Don’t forget to say it to your dear ones.